Is God Aware of My Night Tears?

Dear friend, without a shred of doubt, the answer to this question is a resounding 'Yes,' even more emphatically than you might imagine. Allah, the Exalted, is the Creator of the universe and the All-Knowing. His knowledge is comprehensive, and absolutely nothing, not even the slightest whisper or our most hidden inner feelings, remains concealed from His sight. The tears that flow from your eyes in the darkness of the night, in solitude and privacy, are honest witnesses to the state of your heart; whether these tears stem from deep sorrow, from repentance and regret, or from humility and love for the Divine essence. The Holy Quran repeatedly emphasizes Allah's absolute knowledge, clearly stating that the Lord is aware of all things and there is no secret or hidden matter in existence that is concealed from His sight. For instance, in Surah Al-An'am, verse 59, we read: "And with Him are the keys of the unseen; none knows them except Him. And He knows what is on the land and in the sea. Not a leaf falls but that He knows it. And no grain is there within the darknesses of the earth or [anything] fresh or dry except that it is in a clear record." This verse illustrates that Allah's knowledge encompasses even the most minute occurrences in the universe, from a falling leaf to a grain within the depths of the earth. How then could the tears of His believing servant, which are a profound manifestation of their spiritual state, remain hidden from Him? Furthermore, in numerous other verses, the Quran refers to Allah's knowledge of "what is in the breasts" (ma fi al-sudur). For example, in Surah Fatir, verse 38, it states: "Indeed, Allah is Knower of the unseen [aspects] of the heavens and the earth. Indeed, He is Knowing of that within the breasts." This phrase specifically refers to our thoughts, intentions, emotions, desires, and even our hidden heartaches. Tears, more than words, convey the depth of feelings and the secrets hidden within the heart. Therefore, your night tears, perhaps shed in moments of utter vulnerability for the solace of a troubled heart, or in profound humility and supplication before the Divine presence, are not only seen but meticulously recorded and paid attention to by Allah. The Lord is the Absolute Hearer and Seer. He is "As-Sami'" (The All-Hearing) and "Al-Baseer" (The All-Seeing), and these attributes include hearing whispers and seeing tears shed in solitude. Not only is He aware of your tears, but He is also fully aware of the reason for their flow, the depth of the pain that caused them, and the hope that might be hidden behind them. This absolute divine awareness is not frightening; rather, it is an immense source of peace and reassurance for the believer. You know that even in the deepest loneliness, there is Someone who sees you, hears the voice of your heart, and is aware of your condition. This knowledge removes the feeling of alienation and loneliness, creating an unparalleled sense of closeness with the Creator. It means that no prayer, no repentance, no pain, or even no gratitude accompanied by tears, goes unnoticed by Him, and every drop of tear is a testament to sincerity and purity of intention. In Islamic culture, tears hold a special place. Tears of repentance, tears of humility before divine majesty, tears of fear of sin, and tears of longing for the Creator are all signs of vibrant faith and an awakened heart. The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "There are two drops that Allah loves: a drop of blood shed in the way of Allah, and a tear drop shed out of fear of Allah." This Hadith highlights the high value of tears shed for Allah's sake, whether from fear or out of love and humility towards Him. Night tears, typically shed away from the eyes of others and with greater sincerity, hold extra significance because, in those moments, one is free from showing off and speaks only with their Lord. So, your tears in the darkness of the night are like silent letters that reach the Divine threshold directly, and Allah Himself is the Receiver and Responder of these letters. This truth guides us to greater reliance on Allah, increased patience and steadfastness in the face of difficulties, and ultimately, to inner peace. Every time you shed a tear, know that a hand of divine compassion embraces you, and a heart full of sympathy and mercy turns towards you. This awareness lightens the heavy burden of sorrows and strengthens hope for the acceptance of prayers and the attainment of tranquility.